THE NEW MIRROR: WHEN LIFE SEEM SO HARD-HITTING

Looking deep at the reflection

I saw the exact things being reflected

Things I never wanted to see

No difference, no change, all the same

If you don’t agree with this

Then see through life’s mirror

 

There’s more to life than just what you see around

There’s more to the reflection than just what we can see

Oh I see flaws all around me

Oh I see failures lurking around me

Oh I see impossibilities clinging to me

Oh I see my thoughts like swarm of bees

Can’t I just see something unique in me?

Can’t I just feel a happy feeling?

Can’t this tear stop flowing?

Can’t this thought stop growing?

Oh no, oh no, oh no

I agree with everything looking at life’s mirror

 

Different thoughts flowing deep down me

Wide imaginations growing deep down me

What would I do was the question deep down me

Who will I run to?

Who will I turn to?

Everywhere seem so caged up

My brain seem so blanked up

My vision seem so blurry

This reflection keeps me sorry

Can’t it just stop tormenting me?

Who will save me from this guilt and torture?

Looks like no one can hear me

Just the stare of the mirror gazing

 

Turning and tossing

My face lightened up

He came close by with his gentle touch

He removed the filthy mirror that was reflected

He changed my robe to a whitish one

All the flaws were gone

All the failures turned to an impossible success

All the unimaginable became imaginable

I became transformed

I became who I wanted to be

My face gave a radiant smile

As I looked through the new mirror before me

 

I saw success giving me a warm embrace

I saw my reflection turning to joy

Oh thanks to him for giving me a new reflection

Hmmm! How clean I look

All the hurts, guilt, pains and flaws were all

A thing of the past as I see through this new mirror

WHAT WE NEED IN OUR TRAVEL BACKPACK

 

Hey ladies! What do we need to travel with? Some ladies are confused and they ask themselves what do I need to travel with? It’s just three days. Do I need this or that? Well let’s see if this responds to your worry.

First you’ll need a backpack with which to use in packing your things. Of course you do not need a luggage, its way to much for a short trip, get something classy and handy to avoid much load.

Next you’ll need a few clothes to travel with especially if you won’t be going out so much, but if you are going for a conference and you’ll need to go around, do some shopping, go for sight-seeing; you’ll need different clothes to change especially tops and shawl to go with. For some people who are gown freaks, you could also go with few gowns but it is usually advisable to travel with tops, jeans and shawl especially when you are travelling to the European countries except when it is for a conference where you’ll need your suit and of course corporate wears.  You may not really need so much jean trousers or skirts since you already have tops.

Next is your perfumes, sure, roll-on, creams, cosmetics generally, you should know what you want.

Next is your toiletries like your panties, panty liner (for those who usually have virginal discharge), face wiper, tissue, bras, soap, sponge, tooth brush and paste and other toiletries you can remember.

Next is your shoes, slippers, sandals. It is usually advisable to go with flat shoes for quick walk, especially when you are going for sight-seeing but if it is a conference meeting of course court shoes, kitten heels shoes would do just fine.  What else what else! I guess I’ve tried and yea your hair should be well styled with hair band, and other hair accessories to make you look good.

Next is your jewelries like your neck lace, earrings bangles etc. Also your accessories like your wrist watches, your sunshade, belts if you need some. For some who don’t use accessories you would just need a good wrist watch to go with any outfit and do not forget your phone.

Great! I guess we are good to go. I hope you found this information useful. Please I would need your comments, it encourages me to write more. I love you don’t you forget that.

SHORT AND WITTY DREAMS: DON'T IGNORE!

I enthused onto a rocky and stony ground with thorns by the side of the road which I felt on my legs, the more I ran from the stony path, the stonier path I tread on and the more I felt the thorns piercing deep on my skin, it hurt so badly.  As I tried to come out of the rocky path, the more wobbled up I became. I screamed for help as I got deeper into this scary destination, it was as though I was the only human on that part of the world. At some point, after walking endlessly on the stony ground, I stopped only to find a crossroad. I became confused on which path to take because both road looked alike. I tripped and fell and found myself screaming for help, but I saw no one coming to my direction, my eyes became so blur that I couldn’t see the man who was standing in front of me all this while, I tried to reach out for him when Suddenly I heard a loud bang which brought me back to consciousness. I had been dreaming. But what kind of a dream was that? So short but witty, is there  something I can’t understand about myself? Or could it be about my future?
Many people probably have had short but witty dreams and can't understand. Instead of praying and asking God for the meaning or seek counsel from their pastors they just wave it aside and keep struggling with life's difficulties. Do not wave off some witty dreams instead kneel and ask God to show you the meaning.  

SO CLOSE BUT FARAWAY

He was close to me, I could feel his warmth and tenderness, I could feel his genuine love as he stroke my hair whispering closely into my ears ‘I love you so much, I will never leave you nor forsake you, you are the apple of my eyes, no evil can come upon you because I will always be close by to watch over you my love’. As he said all that to me I felt so relaxed in his arms. Suddenly, I felt his breath pumping so hard. I loosened myself from his grip and asked him why he was breathing so hard and he replied ‘do you love me as I love you’ I replied him ‘yes I do and you know it’. He smiled and said to me ‘if you do then please never leave me for all these perishable things, give me your full attention and love and never listen to strange voices’. I was scared when I heard his words at first but on the other hand I didn’t bother since I was in love with him.

He was so ugly and dirty with all impurities; he sat watching me as I unfolded the letters my love had written to me. As I read them I imagined my love close by reading through his letters, I smiled to myself as I read each lines of the letter with ecstasy, they were filled with true love words, and tears of joy filled my eyes. As I kept on going through the letters over and over again I heard a voice saying to me ‘do you think he really loves you’ I stopped to look at the owner of the voice and saw he was the ugly looking fellow watching me all of the time, I ignored his words and kept going through my letters. The voice continued ‘if you think he loves you why are you still having these challenges, why are you being mocked and insulted, why can’t he fight for you’. I placed my hands on my jaw he was truly right why should I still be facing all these challenges maybe I should just let go of him and his love. ‘What do you think I should do’ I asked the ugly looking man ‘he says he loves me with all his heart’ I continued. ‘Ha ha ha what love? You better forget him and move on without him’ he said laughing hilariously leaving me thinking.

I became so busy to even say hi to my lover or to call on him. I became busy to meet him at our usual meeting point as we normally did. Each time he calls me I would ignore him. I left him for those perishable things he foretold me about. Whenever anyone asked me about him I would simply replied ‘we are still in love’ but deep down within me I knew he was close but so far away from me.

I realized how lonely I had been without my love. I realized I had missed him so much. I realized I needed his love badly, I realized I was so empty and wanted him back into my life I realized I had listened to the wrong voice. If only I knew I wouldn’t have listened to that voice. He was close yet so far away from me. What do I do to get close to him again? How I missed his tender voice, how I missed his letters oh no I want him now. I placed a call to him ‘please lord I want you back in my life, forgive me for the neglects, I’m so sorry lord have mercy on me, please take me back into your life’ I said in tears. he replied me ‘I have been waiting for you all these while, I never left you I still watched over you from afar even though you ignored me, the love I have for you is so strong and remember I always tell you that I will never leave you nor forsake you’. After his words I felt refreshed in my spirit, I was happy again, I was strengthened. I couldn’t wait to meet him at our usual joint.

Now I know that he loves me beyond imagination and I can’t do without him for a day. I feel happy again. Thank you lord Jesus for accepting me back.

I MISSED YOU GUYS FOR REAL

O My God! its been a loooooooooooooooooooooong time here on this blog. most people think maybe she has stopped blogging, maybe she is tired, maybe she doesn't have anymore gist. of course not, I do have gist. well I'm back bigger and better. Just needed some time out. sure y'all have been doing great. I wouldn't say I haven't missed you because if I do I WOULD BE LYING.